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Submitted by jaydenisfree on 2008-03-8 20:49:52, Saturday

Heya everyone.

Glad Matthew got the forum fixed! I had been trying to register for agggesss with no luck so emailed him instead and had a chat that way.

A little about me then... I'm 18 (19 this year), Jayden isn't my real name but close to it. I live in the UK and finished college last year, been a shop manager since then, worked in a mobile (cell)phone store and recently I've been accepted into my local police force, the youngest member at 18. Wont say anything more about that, as my sexuality and career don't exactly mix well together do they.

I realized i liked boys of 12-17 when i was about 15 i guess. Ive gotten older but i still like the younger age group. Don't get me wrong I have a boyfriend the same age as me (18) and we've been together three years and hes ace, but I'm 6ft 5 tall and hes way shorter and people do say he looks about 14/15 a lot of the time. Coincidence? Maybe so. He often asks if it bothers me that he looks younger than he is, and i just laugh and say don't be stupid... of course it doesn't bother me, but he'll never know why.

Ive had a few YF online who i speak to a lot, and I have one now, and he says he really likes me (even used the word love) but Im always scared of what I should and shouldn't say, especially with my new job. I like him a lot to but cant let my guard down.

I used to think i was a total freak and hated the fact I found myself looking at these young guys while i was at work. Like i told Matthew in my email when i was a floor manager at a mini supermarket, a member of staff used to stand on the sweet/drinks isle when the school kids came in on their way home (about 3-4pm) and i often took on this role as management. The idea is to catch them if they try stealing anything but i just used to stand there looking at them in their uniform... messed up huh? well Its not i guess but I messed me up.

It was the same at school... I was in my final year and i only ever seemed to be interested in the guys in younger years. The police hope because im still a youngster myself ill be able to get on level with some of the troubled teens in the area who drink in the parks or stay out late causing trouble.. Id love to make a change, im just hoping I don't find a special boy out there... It would make my job really hard.

Sorry this is such a long post, its just i haven't spoken about my feelings like this before, well at least no this subject, and it feels good to be able to.

If any of you would like to talk on msn that'd be cool...

message me via my hush mail first if you want to

Jayden x

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