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JFD'S STORY

I've been gay since I was 15 and a pedophile since 17. Unfortunately I define myself with these labels because of all the confusion my past has caused me. At the age of 8 or 10 I sexually molested by my older brother for on and off peroid of seven years. By the time I reached 16 I started to enjoy our encounters, however this never stopped the growing anxiety and depression that followed... leading me to attempting suicide and being incarcerated for five years just added to my pointless life... now I'm trying to piece together my broken life with support from my family and doctor. Though I still catch myself relapsing into old habit which scares me to death as I don't want to return to prison and be raped on monthly basis. Yet here I am still wanting to follow my hormones and inevitablily get myself into trouble....what am I to do? I'm terrified...