Shane, 15
The first time I was molested I was 4. I was always left with baby sitters, one of whom had a son about two years older than me. He was a pedophile. He started making us get naked together and would watch us "play" as he called it.

Carlos, 15
I have been brought up in a 'sexual' but loving relationship with close friends since the age of 6, I was persuaded to do so. I was happy then and still am now.

Logan, 26
Sometimes I'm lost in the darkened shadows in which my hollowed out soul remains, confusion locks the door from where I hide, from the dreary dampness I feel.

Vince, 15
I guess I always had feelings for younger boys. I liked putting myself in the control of a boys hands, I loved him being dominant over me.

John, 21
I enjoy the company young boys, the enthusiasim, and good nature they have.

David, 18
In eighth grade I was a Communist. Suddenly in the chaos of sexual discovery I became a Republican.
    - David's advice for living
    - What I am vs. who I am

Tristan, 17
I get along well with boys, I can tell they really enjoy my admiration and companionship.

Dude, 25
I met my roomate's brother when he was 10. Our friendship was immediate.

Francis, 21
I've always had feelings of wanting a younger brother to love, nurture, and be close to.

Iggy, 20
I became obsessed with "curing" myself. I decided that I was going to have myself castrated. There are doctors all over the USA that will perform this surgery.

Alfonso, 19
I completely isolated myself from people because I felt like no one wanted to hear what I had to say and I wasn't sure I could deal with not saying it.

Edward, 19
I began to get worried that I still thought the 11 and 12 year old kids in school were beautiful, whereas kids my own age didn’t really do anything for me.

Arthur, 20
There is some reason why I look at those boys and get all warm inside, I guess It's just one of those mysteries that we will never understand.

Daddy, 40
I'm still a baseball coach, and mentor several young boys.

Randy, 50
Do not be afraid to express who and what you are, a loving human being.

Tim, 31
I put myself on the line for this kid, I was worried about his well being in that place.

Charles, 37
Still to this day, my boys (now men) stop to talk to me and ask my advice.

fntm, 38
My best partner was a same age boy when we were 12. He lived next door and would climb in my window for a couple hours of boy to boy fun.